For some time now ive been thinking to start making a DnD game for my friends, but iv also been pushing the idea away.
I do understand making my own homebrew game is not a bright idea and i found a lovely premade game i would like to do. And even having a scenario, players and other necessary stuff, ive been postponing the thing.
It must be tied to my deep stagefright and absolute fear to fail. This is so absurd because i would dm for my friends and it is not like they would mock me for not knowing the rules by heart. But the fear of failing the technical side or running a too boring game just haunts and stops me. My initiative is too low.